Creepy Memories of my Haunted Childhood Home
By Tylluan Penry
The house where I grew up was haunted. It also was dark, cold, and some rum things must have happened there, judging by the number of airgun pellets embedded in the doors and the great knife stuffed up one of the bedroom chimneys. My mother, whose perception was dodgy at the best of times, declared it a wonderful house, full of laughter, and said that her own father had moved into it and out again on the same day. That should have warned her, but apparently it didn’t.Still, by the time she died (my mother almost made it to a hundred, which surprised me, as I thought she was going to live to be three hundred and six just to annoy everyone) a lot more horrible things had happened there. If it was haunted back in the 1950’s, I dread to think what it must be like now. I wouldn’t go into that house now, not for a king’s ransom.
Haunting wise, as a child, I hated going to the toilet in the middle of the night because of the footsteps. These always began halfway down the attic stairs, continuing along the landing then halfway down the next set of stairs towards the downstairs hall. There they stopped.
‘You probably heard the people next door,’ said my mother, when I told her.
Not unless they had a pogo stick, Mum.
‘You’re just looking for attention,’ she said, when I screamed because I’d seen a ghost in the doorway of my brother’s bedroom one day. I was only about eight.
She didn’t admit, until years later, that the same ghost regularly appeared to one of my brothers in exactly the same place and dressed in the same clothes. (That was the room where the knife was found in the chimney.)
When it all got too much, even for her, she claimed we had somehow ‘driven’ the laughter out of the house.
It was never there, Mum. Trust me. Not a chuckle, not a giggle, just remorseless darkness.
However, it was my father who finally made me realise I wasn’t going mad. One day he cautiously asked me if I’d ever heard footsteps on the landing.
When I said I had, he looked relieved, telling me, ‘So have I. Last night. They started halfway down the attic stairs, came along the landing…’
I waited for him to say they’d gone halfway down the stairs into the hall but he didn’t. ‘And then, next thing I knew, they put the bloody light out in the toilet!’
Mum told my Dad it must have been the people next door but he wasn’t impressed.
‘Then they must have had bloody long arms to reach through the letter box and up the stairs to the toilet.’
‘Why doesn’t she listen, dad?’ I asked.
He shrugged, looking mystified. ‘Well… you know your mother.’
He was right. We did.
And some of us fervently wished we didn’t.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Tylluan Penry is a pagan solitary witch who has devoted much of her life to teaching about the Craft. She was born and brought up in a family of witches (on her mother’s side) although all they ever did was hex. It was a horror story in its own right! When she managed to leave this tradition (and her family, though it wasn’t easy) she moved on to develop her own solitary path which she called ‘Seeking the Green.’ Over the years she has developed this further and written about many topics including Ice Age spirituality, the Anglo-Saxons, knot magic and magic on the breath.
She is married, has a large family, including grandchildren, dogs, and lives in a rather ramshackle home with an overgrown garden, together with ghosts, spirits and the Gentle Folk. There is a huge cemetery opposite her home which ought to be scary but is actually very serene and peaceful. She has always loved writing, and wrote her first (very) short story when she was six, soon progressing to full length stories. She has now written almost thirty books, both fiction and non-fiction. Most of them can be found at The Wolfenhowle Press.
Some of her fiction is on Kindle under the name T P Penry. Her chapter in the anthology, Among the Headstones is based firmly in Wales, with a smattering of golf balls, gravestones and the Highway Code. She has always believed that creepy stories need a good pinch of humour in order to work well (at least, in her experience.)
Tylluan also has a YouTube Channel, with over two hundred videos about solitary witchcraft.
ABOUT THE BOOK
This book, edited by Rayne Hall, presents twenty-seven of the finest - and creepiest - graveyard tales with stories by established writers, classic authors and fresh voices.
Here you'll find Gothic ghost stories by Robert Ellis, Lee Murray, Greg Chapman, Morgan Pryce, Rayne Hall, Guy de Maupassant, Myk Pilgrim, Zachary Ashford, Amelia Edwards, Nina Wibowo, Krystal Garrett, Tylluan Penry, Ambrose Bierce, Cinderella Lo, Nikki Tait, Arthur Conan Doyle, Priscilla Bettis, Kyla Ward, Edgar Allan Poe, Paul D Dail, Cameron Trost, Pamela Turner, William Meikle and Lord Dunsany who thrill with their eerie, macabre and sometimes quirky visions.
You'll visit graveyards in Britain, Indonesia, Russia, China, Italy, Bulgaria, Thailand, USA, Australia, South Africa and Japan, and you can marvel at the burial customs of other cultures.
Now let's open the gate - can you hear it creak on its hinges? - and enter the realm of the dead. Listen to the wind rustling the yew, the grating of footsteps on gravel, the hoo-hoo-hoo of the collared dove. Run your fingers across the tombstones to feel their lichen-rough sandstone or smooth cool marble. Inhale the scents of decaying lilies and freshly dug earth.
But be careful. Someone may be watching your every movement... They may be right behind you. Purchase Link: mybook.to/Headstones
The ebook is available for pre-order from Amazon at the special offer price of 99 cents until 31 January 2022. (After that date, the price will go up.) A paperback is about to be published.
11 comments:
Oh, that's creepy!
The mysterious footsteps on their own could be benign, but combined with the airgun pellets embedded in the doors and the big knife stuffed up the chimney paint a worrying picure. Creepiest of all is the mother's blithe disregard of realities.
That house, on its own, must have been a horrifying element during your childhood, let alone your mother’s carelessness. The latter is even more problematic. Your writing is lovely though. No matter how many traumatic experiences they are full of, I loved reading both this short memory and your interview answers.
Now that I know Ms.Penry have several encounters, I want to know more about your stories. Sorry for your bad experiences with the house and your mother. It must be hard to be not believed by your own mother. I hope in future that these will only be in stories and not in children's lifes anymore.
Ever since I read about your childhood, I've been curious to get a glimpse of how it looked like. It's not the brightest memory, I bet, and I’m sorry you had to deal with your mother’s denial on top of the ghosts. But I’m glad to see that your father was on your side and that the ghosts didn’t really touch you (at least, in this memory).
Also, your writing is incredible! It felt a little like I was reading a tale, but the fact that it was your memory made it spooky. I absolutely love it, can’t wait to read more of your stories!
I enjoyed reading the interview, felt like a short story on it's own.
It would've been so frustrating on my end if I were able to see ghosts myself but no one believes me, been thinking how I'd keep my composure if ever that happens. Love reading this guest post, it's like reading a whole story! Gave me chills! Looking forward to reading the anthology.
I got chills on my spine just by imagining that house, It must've been a serious trauma for your childhood. But creativity(not just writing, but painting or music too) comes from these kinds of past experiences I think.
I enjoy reading your interviews. I've always been attracted to all things pagan, so I am really glad to have 'met' you. Thank you for the link to your tube channel, there is a lot to learn from the short videos.
Diana A.
Well, that was spooky.
Mrs. Tylluan seems such a fascinating person, and I’m glad I get to learn a little bit more about her.
Can not wait for your future stoires Ms.Penry, I also want to learn more about your writing process. How do you overcome these traumas when writing and what do you suggest for those who have similar issues?
Like anyone else in the comment section, I am glad that Tylluan contributed to this anthology so that we got to learn so much about her. Still, it's no doubt that she has countless memories and stories to tell. I hope most of them are not as traumatic as the one in this post.
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